beyond the surface reality

things are not as easy as it seems, there is always an underlying meaning/ real intentions behind every action made.

mum taught me that this morn... with her years of experiences, it felt comforting to be able to open up to her. for once after so long, to be able to listen to her notions of "what is" n "what is not".

at the end of it all, our morning conversations over a cuppa hot coffee and the daily newspaper in front of us, i had this warmthness creeping through my belly. like those the arises from comfort and care that is being showered upon u, by someone who u really cared for. i could trust my mum more then anyone in the world, more then even myself.

so afterall, i see the bigger picture in the perception i had tried to hard to disbelief. that was why her actions had sprang up from. it was never so simple as ABC nor as 123. there is affections playing its role in it. whether it was one-sided or reciprocated - it has nothing to do with me anymore.

what's important now is my determination, to fight and win my desired goals.