ter go bali liao!!!

goodness. ter is gone for a week to bali. its his annual company function meeting that has forced me to be seperated from him for a week!

its only been half a day so far and i already cannot tahan! my friends were saying about the prostitudes and call-gers over there... aplenty. its getting me all hyped-up...

jesus. i'm a bundle of nerves. yet so frustratingly lonely. i miss him already!

he said when he touch-down at bali airport he'll gimme a call... BUT! its already evening... yet no calls from him T.T

i wonder wads he doing now... i wonder whether he is cheating on me! i wonder whether he's thinking abt me! i wonder whether he misses me!

he goes with his collegues there... i wonder whether amongst them got any gers who is a possible threat! gers soo easily falls for him... wad if he falls for her too!!

before he left i called him to chat one last time this morn... but he seems so occupied. dowan to chat much... wanna hang up... his mind was elsewhere... AHHHH!! i'm so paranoid.

i cannot wait for wed to come. he's arriving and i'm gg to be there when he touch-down! i wonder whether he'll recognise me still.

i had a nightmare the other night where i screamed really loudy "DARLING!!!" all happy and excited that he's back! but he turned ard and looked at me in amazement "do u know u?" *silence* den i woke up.

ok la... i sld not be so scared. but then its every ger's ultimate fear rite?? tat ur guy goes overseas and anyhow!!!

sucks la... this is hundred times worst then he goes clubbing every night. somemore he's so hard-core blow-job-addict.

*panic*