love story

once there was a man madly in love with his princess. everyting he did was for her. she was a special shining star in the night. he sacrificed and gave up all his emotions for her. she was the only one that made him feel this way in a long time. before that he neva really knew wad love was.

then came a time. of bleak sadness, where these two lovers were split apart by an unveiling force. yet an undescribable still held them together. it was their power - of love.

they were not meant to end this way... or is it? can they repress the alien force that's hurting them? should they have so from the start? regrets and confusions, turmoils and unappropriate decisions, senstivity-nill amongst all, smouldering their depression.

better to die then to be longing for the other, dreaming of the day of renuion. yet knowing fully that it'll hardly surface.

nonetheless, hardship was encountered. they weathered periods of longing for each other. they held onto the precious memories that would so fearfully be forgotten if they had led it slipped tru' their fingers - like fine grain sand that fell from an hour glass. each moment of missing the other only made the missing grow deeper. the pain can neva be deeper than it was now.

then the man met new woman. who deeply loved him. who cherished him. who gave up everything for him. who changed into a new being - a better being, juz to make it possible between them. yet she knew all her doings were at lost. becoz deep down in his heart, he only love one... the princess he misses deeply.

so this woman kept on going. trying very hard to impress upon him. touch him with her caring behaviour. to prove that she was really true towards him. to want that final day to arrive... where he could let time heal the wounds between princess and him... and allow her into his life. to say to her "i love u"

day and night she slogged. day and night she wept. even on the same bed, there was emptiness. the man likes the new woman. but he doesn't love her. he only holds onto their relationship becoz they have a tight circle of bounded friends that they all knew and were close to. to end their relations, would mean ending his circle of friends. he was in a dilemma.

he was with this new woman becoz he had accepted her undying chase for him. yes. this woman was of modern-aged. she chased him. becoz she felt him to be the ONE. the stable one that would change and be a good husband in the future. and above all, she loves the man.

he lies beside her. yet he doesn't give her the sudden sprung of passion nor affections. all night long... all days long, she awaits the time that he'll hold her tightly, kiss her passionately and tell her "i love u".

so all night long, she tries to seduce him. yet he touches her none. then resigned, she turns to her side, and weeps in agony, for the suffering and pain she is going through. of lonesome, of self-pity, of grief that all her emotions are hanging on the shelf that he doesn't even borther to view.

but can she put aside him and get on? no. same for the man. both have their ones they truly love. they know deep down inside wad love is. perhaps their definations of love is different? i doubt so.

wad a disastrous romance it has been. how messy can it get. to love a person so deeply, yet not being able to reciprocate that feeling nor get it back from the other. its a feeling worse then death.