this game - i lose

now he said it all... like one single deft motion...

no more chats, calls, outings,

(coz he just hates me - conclusive)

msn - blocked
irc - ignore
sms - ignore
phonecalls - talk very fierce and rudely
outings - nil (becoz all his dear friends disapprove of it + his mum)

sometimes i wonder y he makes everything so difficult. cant it be just like black and white.

as simply put forth... why forfeit everything all the sudden?

i lost him...

even his girl friends have a more obliging relationship with him now... able to date him out every twice a week...

how cruel and unfair it all seems... seeing him chatting away eagerly, contented with another chick, who can taken over my place in his eyes and heart.

-once close but yet so far away now-