hiazzzz

i'm missing him
ben has gone to penang today... he boarded the nite bus yest...
ARGH although its merely a DAY he'll be away it feels like a longgg time...
i'm bored stiff... no one to make me happy today!! this sucks

went DBLo
last nite was CLUBBING. been like forever i've neva been to a club. so weird feeling. the music was so loud n deafening my ear drums were all fainting... and the arena made me feel awkward. omg seems like i've changed alot... i didn't feel last nite was fun at all... rather a waste of time n energy... cld have been at home snoozing... sucks... i must be getting old! legs ache, feet sore, back pain, lethargic like anything...

but was at DBLO to celebrate my kor (joachim) birthday... he's my boyfriend's best friend... so u see the link... they really are mad ppl... ordered almost 100 jugs of hard liquor which totally eeks me out. please somebody pass me the beer... den i was stunned to have met benedict( my age-old friend) there, leslie poon (the poonster)... well actually he met my boyfriend in the loo as well as alan(the twin brother of victor the jerk). yeaps yeaps.. really happy to have met up wif all of them... well friends are a long time asset.

and i'm really glad to have met them... my boyfriend(ter) was really gone case... he was drunk (why is he drunk when the birthday boy's suppose to be?) all thanx to this stupid friend of his called lizzy who kept making him TAH glass after glass of vodka... i hate her stinking attitude... she talks to me... no commands me like she's a queen... omg i feel like slapping her every minute i see her... but wad to do? they were gd friends even b4 i knew him...

arghs CLUBBING STINKS
left early (left ter sitting on the stool lying face flat on the table) ben called me heartless gf... but i was totally bo chap... anyways i was too tired to even wanna stay on...

my clothes absolutely stinked of smoke and alcohol zzzzzz... and i'm missing ben hoo wondering how's he doing sleeping on that bus journey to penang... :S i hope he misses me too... kakaka its so weird to not contact him for a whole day... which shows we're too glued together... omg *sigh*

rot rot rot
i'm a hundred year old ANCIENT tree
i'm rotting away as of sat 11 sept 2004
my mind is blank and irritable by the heat
my body is lazy and sore from last nite's party
i'm a decomposing annoyed block of wood :S