backtracking

saturday
i was delusional abt any arab and muslim's hunt before. but lanyl and micheal, alongst with his bunch of wild yuppies took me to this hot spot-on place. there i tried shi-sha for the first time, unknowingly loving the fragrant after-aroma of peach and cherry that lingered in my lungs. it was soothing and refreshing, with a combination of the delightful cuppa that went along with it, i could only describe what felt like sitting in the realms of heaven.
 


they childed me for being sua-ku. having not tried such norms as they did. i admit, i must really have been a mountain tortoise before this... protected in my shell that was only broken all so recently.

my heart tingered and my stomach broke out in butterflies as my eyes fell on Matthew. *blush* but tat's another story that's yet to be completed.

how small spore is! never expecting to come upon my childhood friend that night. yakking away about the memories and weird events, gossiping abt the extra-terrestrial "butches" and folks that i had once lived with and knew about. reminesence of the olden days, where i was still an innocent wide-eyed toddler, a rebellious teen & a very competitive-spirited me.

ahh but those were the days...

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sunday
took a long cheesy-filled walk down bedok jetty with ben in the wee hours of the night. the wind was picking up my strands of hair like loving fondles that made me feel special all the sudden. the sky wore a pleasant glow as the stars reflected against its dark background. peace n serenity overwhelmed me.

there were a dozen eagers fishing their way through. throwing the rods into the deep dark waters, where they stood silent thereafter.. as if time had stopped as they waited remarkably patiently for a catch.

i witness a fish being lulled in. it was a slimey catfish that looked downright as if it had walked(or rather swimmed) out of the movie - Evolution. the crowd of enthusias then formed, with me in the midst gasping at the sight(having not seen any fishing success in my life).

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monday
had a merry time as daniel visited me under my block. we talked the night through and giggled alot, where i begun understanding what was his background really like. its comforting to know that whats past will always remain the past. for now, he was like a big bear friend to me, indulging in deep conversations with him only made me understand more about myself.

he had grown up. he has changed from the young punk that he was, into a man that was discerning, responsible and wise. from him i learnt this "experiences made us grow, whether for the better or worse, it helps us learn to prevent history from recurring". wise words from a chap that now became a full-grown man for his age and is striving so hard to obtain his goals.

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tuesday
weee!! i cut my hair today and has juz dyed it a darker shade of ash brown (smoky beige). realised i was having an image that wasn't suppose to be me!!! so now my hair is trimmed, layered ALOT! and a darker color :p i hope i blossom more into a beautiful full-bloomed flower this year! (thats was said to me, coded by a very close friend)

had yummy coffee right after school with shane da man (as he likes to be called). this stupid chicken can be donned in beach wear and go to school!?!? so relax and laid back!
when he bothers to dress up... 


but without "makeup" 


hahaha... its like looking at 2 different people! i can really take my hat off for him, for being able to be so darn versatile.

minutes after we settle down, i received an sms from mummy dearest:
"Whose that hunky?"

"..............."

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And i can sense ben's jealousy juz minutes ago. WOOOHAA!!!