liers? hypocrites? oppressions?
why do some beings lie?
why do they even bother trying to hide the facts and truth, when u jolly know well enough and can see thru' their bluffs?
do i look like a naive stupid young immature chick that u can bluff?
and more horrendously, how they try to cover up the truth from you, telling an accumulation of lies one after another.
it ain't white lies - as they'll want to tink of it that way.
don't truth finally surfaces one day, sooner or later?
yes, i hate liers. more the kind that think lying (white lies) are juz innocent covers for their real underlying meanings.
i'm not shallow. i think alot. i analyze like a maniac over the simpliest thing. nothing is simple in this world. or they thought so...
don't rebutt me on my analytical skills as being overly sensitive. every being with enough brains can do so.
don't try and cover up and hide the reality from anyone. they'll know its fake - even if u're the best lier in the world.
i read body languages. i see their behaviour when they reply my questions. how fidgity they become. how long do they take to think of an appropriate answer. thats why most peeps don't enjoy conversations with me.
nobody likes someone who can tell whether u're truthful or not. nobody likes to be examined under a microscope as i do so and be told in the face "please dun fake to me"
how hypocritical any being can be. how unintelligent they are to realise that their stupidity and lies would not be observed and forseen by me.
that's why i neva trust anyone but myself. whats trust anyway? when this world is revolved around successful salesmen who can born out wonderful white lies juz to hit their quotas? when the whole economy of money-makers are juz plain exploiters in bidst to bluff their way tru' it all?
the basis of trust is not even in my family. how much can u trust ur family to be truthful and uphold what u want and wish for? they judge and go by their own inkling too, thats what humans are - beings of self-made judgements and righteousness.
dun be so easily swayed by any who uses the phrase "trust me". in actual fact, their perception of trust is corrupted by selfish desires and their own goals. thats what we are made of. "self-want" and "self-love"
do lecturers actually want their students to perform well in exams for their pupils' bright own little future? or are they juz gaining performances and achievements in being able to groom an establish successful disciple - well-learnt, to add to their list of well-graded students in order to gain recognition for their remarkable efforts in "teaching" hence be rewarded thereafter? or be titled "a great teacher"
do some politicians in the spore government actually want the best for spore's growth and development or do they want a prosperous country that will in turn fill their already fat pockets with more gold
do the donors of the recent calamity actually donate out of free-will or do they want to profit from the disaster - seeing it as an opportunity for hitting sales, gaining popularity for being "compassionate and helpful" and making a profit in return.
do u see Lee Kuan Yew or any other famous sporean politicians appear in the media for making a generous donation to any catastrophes of such? none i suppose since any sum of donations they have made and should in any case be publicly known who bring forth the wrath of people who will remark "he so rich only donate so little???"
and what will become it?? media of any form so oppressed by spore's government would not dare offend their own "sayang" employer's name... since in turn, should they face the option of being sacked?? or fined??
do u see them publicly encouraging sporeans to be generous to the help associations? or towards the almost monthy charitable variety shows that urges sporeans to donate donate and donate.
yes? humans are selfish. even for the "helpful" government of spore. there will always be the perception "i donate for wad? i help encourage... but other ppl will donate". how rich is the average sporeans? minus tax and CPF... what meagre sum can they sustain and live on to boom the economy, not forgetting monthly "donations"
this is a corrupt world we live in. perhaps not corrupt in terms of monetary offences for some countries like spore (but i still beg to differ). favouritism, biasness, lies, hypocrises, oppressions and what other sins are prevalent. don't judge a person to readily by their "goodness". every being does things for a reason, juz as everything happens for a reason.
be it for good or bad.
the line between good and evil/sinning is so thin, that some undoubtingly shallow folks can't seem to identify which side any actions or doings actually falls into.