baad bad dream

sigh... if i still recollect it goes something like this...

ter darling was at my house... very early in the morn...
he was playing wif coco... and i was deciding wad to wear b4 gg to bath... looking in my wardrobe...
den my parents came home! they were absolutely grim-looking... they said to darling... "i need to have a talk with you"

following that he went home. my mama said "you're not to be with ter... no more meeting n even toking to him... from now onwards the house fone is banned from ur usage"

then being rebellious me and that i wanting to know wads gg on wif my darling i tried to use my hp to call him...

apparently my mama had activated a call barring to his hp line... so i cannot get tru!!! not even send a single sms to him!

i was so desperate to try n see him... i was in depression... non-stop yelling wailing that they cannot lidat control my life!

but they refused to budge! they refused to let me be with him. but i cannot live w/o him... not even a single day... single hour... single minute...

i ran to the kitchen to get a knife... den i stab myself n bleed to death...with them running to my side... n regretting their forceful decision-making.



the after-math
sigh... i dunno whether i talked out-loud in my sleep... but i woke up feeling like that horrid dream was so real... and i had tears in my eyes... as well as subsequent sobbings... oh God please dun make my dream come true...