he gimme surprise

he's in bali. presumebly.

on monday, i received an sms from him abt his flight number and time of landing - which he stated was exactly wed 12/01. then i called him n he picked up???

however, strange as it was he proceeded to sms me abt having to take an impt document from his client and to meet that guy at raffles at 9pm. then, it was postponed to tues.

on tues, i called him and he picked up??? thereafter he told me that his mother had called him, to invite me over to dinner as they had cooked very delicious food. i was flabberglasted. sld i travel all the way to have dinner den back??

then, another sms was sent by him almost instantly, saying that he had a document at home that he had to pass to his client that i was suppose to meet. so i'm like machiam his secretary!?!?!?! go do his paper work for him!!!!

stunned. so thats the whole things. realised that only when he had to get my help ,then he contacted me. no wonder. plus the whole having to meet his client (specifically at cck!) was all forced and commanded by mr ter teo! didn't even say a single please or thanx... how rude!

wondering if i didn't aid his "mission" set out for me, he'd ask another ger to help him....being kiasu me, and scared that he'll rely on maybe another gf??? i made my fucking sore and tired-some journey (BY BUS AND FOOT!) all the way down after a long day at school... cursing in the heart abt the way he treats me ...

he had better be grateful for wad i did.

upon reaching his doorstep i peered in only to find the table stacked with boxes of packed food. my mind was fuming! how can he lie that they cooked! he only wans me to go over to his place juz to get the documents, why must he bluff me and entise me with food!!!

then suddenly...

he stood in front of me. with the metal gate as a barrier between us. i was shocked. seriously. like the whole world stopped spinning. like time had stopped. even my heart skipped a beat.

"I TOT U IN BALI?!?!?!!?"

yes, my eyes was the size of a tennis ball. almost popping out of their sockets.

"wan to give u a surprise mah"

HOW COULD HE!!!!!

okay i admit i was very flattered he attempted to trick me. mon's meeting with his client was intended for him to pop and appear in front of me at raffles... however he was down wif sudden fever due to contaminated food?

and i was really "jackEd" by him. fallen into his pranks juz to make me feel "lost" for that few minutes.

but how could he do that!!!!

i was suppose to go pick him up at the airport on wed evening!!!! he ruined all my perfect dream-like plans that i had toyed day & night long of... sacrificing my sleep to imagine the circumstances and atmosphere... the setting at the arrival hall... when i would sweep him into my arms and cuddle him, raining thousands of kisses down his face.

he fouled my plan.

-.-

i feel irritated.

but how could i be!

after so much of missing him and his successful attempt to trick me into becoming really pissed abt his demanding attitude only to realise that i was going to his house to see him!

so i'm experiencing a mixture of emotions... weird

disappointed that i couldn't pick him up personally at airport... sad that my nice plans of what could haf happened at the airport was ruined... yet very delighted that he was sweet enough to bother trying to make me surprise... contented that he had that slightest bit of romance in him (which he always denies that he possesses)

and lastly, really glad that he is back where i could hold him and hear his heartbeat as he snores away.

sometimes ignorance is bliss. sometimes gers juz have to act and behave like airheads. thats how most guys like them.