rock on!

last night, he tore my heart relentlessly... yet another time. i've come to realise "whats past is the past"... and will always remain so no matter how much more effort i put into salvaging whats left of the minute desire i own.

yes, i'm very affected by it. was and still is. doesn't change the fact of betrayer in my mind, of everything i've put in. it didn't help much too, the tormenting isolated strong urge to revive the past, hold onto what i dearly love, only to realise that it will neva come by.

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ben's jealous. big time. all due to an ang moh. :p

did long peaceful drive down seletar reservoir. tested my driving abilities yet once more. i've gotten a 6/10 from him. geesh... i would have rated my skills a 9/10 though!

whats more the tranquil breeze against my face, felt comforting and close to the heart. the sound system blasted straight house cum techno, with bass that slammered against the back of the car exterior. we are the posers in need of attraction.

headed down Rouge. amazed at the luck i was in! the bouncers let me in entirely free (marked my hand and pushed me in) though everyone else was queuing their butts off using their 16 bucks tix that they had purchased. WEIRD!

music was awesome. hands down beating zouk's normal funky tunes. the crowd was ingenious. i saw cheryl fox! though impressed by her pretty cute facial features, was turned off by her flat chest. nobody's perfect.

danced and fooled around the whole night tru. like devils engaging in cult-like fashioned tacky moves, we resembled the scene in Hell as if it was judgement day. solid booms raced from the sound speaker, adorning almost every wall with avid bass vibrations. i need some ear-wash period. i'm too addicted and hard-core.

beautiful people packed the place like sardines. horribly handsome chaps that i will certainly and obviously swooned over centred my attention the whole night. though i was priviledge to enjoy the company of my o'friends. funny how in the blink of the eye, its been 2 years since we first knew the other.

the most embarrassing thing happened to me! jordan's friend ziteng, teasing me the whole night gave me a forceful push which landed me on my ass, thereafter he swopped me up in his arms (not strong at all huh!) whilst they were introducing me to a gorgeous chap!

not embarrassing if i'm clad in JEANS! ahhhhhh, but a short short skirt... i tink i became a flasher that night. HO HO HO! ok, i was protected by a black little panties (should be dark enough to not notice my zao geng right!)

NO FACE TO HIDE!

tired down to my toes, everyday is a study day during sunlight hours, thereafter its an alcohol moment that gets me doing crazy stuff. you just can't ask for anything more that this. totally steady pom-pi-pi!