Wisdom

if i made u irritated/annoyed in the past - sorry.

u view all my bad points like black against white - very clearly.

i never once assummed u were lying when u told me the reasons for breaking up - until now.

u turned a whole new light into my vision - i see n understand now.
 

im a naive idiot - u've ignited the maturity in me.

u toyed me n played my heart around - den chucked it aside ungraciously.

no one can force another to do something out of their own free will - neither can i.

if u're happy as on ur own - im glad for u.

when u really found the true one - i wish sincerely all the best.

its hard to stumble onto a rare genuine love - one like i have for u.
 

though it's painful but i still give u all my blessings in the future - love is giving.

hopeful towards getting u back - but it is clearly uncalled for.

its an impossible thing - u always be bias against me from now on.

pretencious nonchalant acts put up by me - to seem unhurt.

not hate for me - but pure dislike and contempt.

that happens when everything else blurs - even the past feelings.

u disgust at my sight - even my calls.

u will never return to my side - its all empty dreams.
 

the reality suks - i admit being star-gazed at u even till now.

u're nothing, really, not the best looks nor status - i must be under some spell(?)

u mind secrets - i mind openness
 

u hate questions - i like being questioned

u sprout vulgarities n malicious words at me - i received in silent obligations.

it all ends here - where i suffer a fall in pride-load.

u love freedom - i love chains.

u are everything the "ying" - im the "yang"
 

i dunno how to treat a boyfriend right/correctly/justifiably - u're right.

i'm a failure when it comes to such things - i just suk.

so regret all u can for wasting time wif me - that we had happened so fast and ended quick too.

know u hate reading - so i'll stop here.

i love u so much - so what?