Men sld know their limits
esp if u're Black & White
on 6th nov, i was approached and hit-on by a bloody Indian in velvet underground


suggesting i dance wif him, have a drink or 2 which will be followed on with a hotel session? not that i mind being hit on (oh please try harder?)...
confession ==> i'm racist. scrutinise and violate my upbringing for all i care. i'm openly admitting my disability to interact and hold a conversation or even an eye for anyone who ain't my race.
don't put me down as shallow. i'm juz born with my own preferences and taste. difference in skin-toned other then my own is wholly a big NO-NO for me.
i'm not juz depising Indians. yes they are dark, they stink and they have a horrible accent that goes into speaking ENGLISH for my liking. plus they have almost uncontrollable hair growth.. out of every imaginable place u can think of. how gross is that?
mean, horrid sherry is not juz putting down all Indian men, but also the Caucasians (who cares if u're an expatriate or not), blah blah ... Juz my luck that i always get hit-on my these 2 races of "gorilla men". makes my stomach turn upside down juz thinking of it.


can i be anymore crude n oppressive? amazement and dumbfoundedness hits me why some very very plain singa-bloody-pore (quote written by Steven Mcdermit) women fancy such ethnic transitivity. probably for attention? the pure act of inter-mixing, inter-marriage juz turn me off instantly.
this goes on to suggest that SPG (a sporean term of Sarong-party-ger) must be loose in the mind up there... well somewhere around the point i'm picking on. why bother trying to impress, hook-up and waste precious time on these caucasians, who probably juz have an itchy dick, trying to find something to poke it with?
if its for the money i totally understand. hard labour is every women's nightmare. so win-win situation, find a wealthy ATM.
if its for the length and thickness of their penis, i suggest they sld engage a beast or any kind of beastly anime action figure to satisfy their pure thirst for heavenly lust.
well that does it. apart from that i deem, hooking up one-legged, with such loathsome figures contradictory & silly. why bother wasting time slanging and acting "ang moh" alongst the white men? unless these gers find some insane kick and seek that act in light of the slightest form of excitment, zest and maybe... cool??
back to my topic. for all my knowledge out there... if u're a white men, or an indian, malay, thai, blah blah...such exotic race that u sld possess, look at my face


and please remember that i've blogged here... that i'm absolutely hate attracting your attention, nor would i wanna befriend such as ur type, fashion, eligibility. neither am i flattered by ur admiration towards me nor am i open to your sorta "fun".


i'm sorry if i'm beautiful, sexy, kinky or wateva that i sld unwittingly portray to you perverts. i'm sick and tired of time n time again having to fend off your instinctively animalistic desires and attempts to undress me!
Mr indian last nite was EXTREMELY lucky i didn't outwardly spit into his face, coz his stench of coconut oil was making me want to perform that act per se. did i mention that all indian men to me looks the same? funny how they duplicate themselves. why bother wasting 9 months in a woman's womb when there is already cloning going on? afterall, i can neva tell the difference from indian A & indian B, not to mention a thousand indians in a field.


and the numerous caucasians/eurasians wateva "sians" you are that have once or twice tried to pick me up cheekily in bidst for some fuck-action... u're features, your "all-so-trying-too-hard" suave move, your dynamic slang? , your undiscerning attributes do not turn me on even a decimal percentage so to speak.
in exasperation i say this, why can't a normal chinese young nice chap approach me? am i forever lost in these endless sea of racial interactions that will force me into more drastic acts of shallow racism? and bring forth my bias and conservative part of my being that i'm trying so difficult to hide deep inside, in order to appear a nice and reasonable, non-judgemental and democratic young chick? holy mother cow... i sld juz move to china.